Reevaluating
I can get quite attached to plans. A plan to me is not only a blueprint but a benchmark, a standard against which I am measured and judged. That said, I'm reevaluating the plans I made earlier in the summer. I'm letting them float away on the breeze. Without an obligation to do drive to the Northeast, I need to figure out what I would actually like to do. That's difficult! So for now, I'm sitting in the sun in some chairs.
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Fun fact: I call the time between (about) July 20-Sept 1 the Hell Time. The Hell Time is when my body tell me the promise of happiness summer offered back in June turned out to be a terrible lie and now I just want "warmth" and "light" and "joy" and "enjoying life" to just go away because I'm all sweaty and worn out and sick of it.
ReplyDeleteI have found awareness of the Hell Time to be beneficial to me. It lets me prepare. So I'm sharing it in case it helps you (although it could just be me).
I wish you could travel back in time and tell my August 2021 self this lol
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